浮萍的心境 Iris' murmur

      I have a dreams-jar which are piled up by hopes and anticipations. How innocent

the person I am that in the my dreams-jar most of space occupy by anticipations.

That means I can fulfill some of them and get the sense of acheievement. It's a solution to

make a pessimist keep a pure heart and see the fragile light of you-can-make-it from the

sullen sky.

      My mental momentum majorly comes from things well done under anticipation. Perhaps

I accomplish errands with a B marks or even C marks  on the  top of sheets stamped by others,

but I can not see them in my vision. The reason is that I recgnize things through segments of

memory and grow in them.

      All the time I get incredable-looking showing on friends' faces reflect to my content on

not-to-mention trifles all the time. Can you imagine that it is actually one of my anticipations 

which I could find a exactly personage who can share my pleasure poping up when things are

done ? 

∥ 第二版: 2021.12.06

∥ 第一版: 2011.04.04